The day you moved on - Why you leaving, i all along knew nothing until the day before?
- Wat is e true reasons for ur leaving?
Til nw n I still do not know
- The day ur leaving, i intending to help you move, last minute do i know;
Tat Steve & Amy r coming to help you..
- You asked for the rental, i went out & take;
saw you at the lift, i passed you the $$
n you juz went off.
- All e way, from 12pm , u came back at 2.
Directly wif amy , and wif steve already dwnstairs waiting;
Amy looked at me wif tt face;
n I was uncertain wat went on from 12 to 2..
- We brought your stuff dwnstairs and guess wat,
u carry on talkin wif her?
Felt like an outsider even thou I'm supposed to be ur boyfriend.
- And so off you go, waving me off wif a simple "byebye"
- As I watch frm my corridor, i saw u merrily chattin wif amy
b4 gettin into the car n move off.
Hav I realli made ur stay so bad tts
its seems like a total relief to move out?
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So we started a cold war, it dragged on n on, until our exams over.
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wat live for urself
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wat who right who wrong n it suits u fine
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thks to all who supported you.
- to
the one & only
All meaningless hurtful words
all the posts n all e blogs, n the msn convo tt hurts the most.
- you sound so alien
- you sound like we're strangers
Capping it off wif "Dun worry, we will talk"
The war continues til Mother's day,
when i tot you might be feelin low.
Unable to leave u alone,
I relented..
I tried to msg, I tried to call
All for naught & all to no avail..
So after my dinner wif my family,
i went straight dwn
Not knowing where to look,
not knowing how to get to you.
I drank alone, I drank wif frens,
I drank some more, n i dun know wat to do.
Totally unreachable,
i tot u blocked my calls,
I tot wat has happened to you
I tot wat has happened to us
So, I held on,
on e verge of despair.
Den ur sms came,
n ur juz back fomr an overseas trip.
Yes, I knew ur hav sumthin on for sat.
But I didnt knew you went overseas.
No matter how bad the quarrel is,
aint I supposed to knw all this?
I felt useless, I felt hopeless..
So not knowing who u went wif,
where u went to,
how u got home,
throu half stupor and half consciousness..
I replied to ur sms,
trying to hide e pain in my heart..
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I will try my best to be happy,
Wif you not knowing the grief you caused me,
I will try my very best to make e relationship works,
cos I still believe in you..