Sunday, February 29, 2004
Recently been feelin wasted n Negative... den i came upon this stuff frm sum1..
Positive thinking is like this.... A little bird flies up in the sky; you look up and it shits in your eye... But you don't mind and you don't cry... But you thank God that cows don't fly..... (quite lamez, but it actualli brought a smile to my face, not a pretentitous one tt is...)
Btw, view tis link: funny as hell...
http://members.aon.at/pcnet/lachen/stfu
tried to be a somebody at Sunday, February 29, 2004
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Saturday, February 28, 2004
Alrite, managed to cover DCI a bit at least for now... left wif sunday to study for E rest of the 4 subjects. So who am I kiddin if I expect to pass the Common Tests? Studied in e morning, went for lunch wif YT, went home study, went out wif Brother Gerry to eat sum supper.. Tt guy, lolz, he's damm rich!!! whoever is his Gf is "Xing Fu", everything on E house!!! "Beep! Beep, Beep! Beep, Beep Beep, Beep Beep!" He actualli fork out 400 plus alreadi tis month on tt ger he's chasing now! Accompany him to go buy a necklance for e ger juz now at Goldheart or sum know wat name (onli know purple interior designs)... Tt ger is sure damm lucky,somemore onli got to know Gerry less den a week onli!!! Fuck~! Lucky ger~ Alrite, so got back home, N still no mood to study, got back to watch "Zhong Hua Ying Xiong"... Now I realli got to start studyin again le!!!
tried to be a somebody at Saturday, February 28, 2004
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(friday)Fuck man! play bball today also can see 1 of my old bball frens back at the Yee Tee area.. lolz. pple now alreadi become coaches of a youth team liao, didnt realised i'm playing against his team until after the match, he came n tok to me.. Sadcase, He's a bball coach (cos he's banned for fightin in "Lan Zong Bei" competition, so become coach). His reasons is damm cock, wat tot the guy behind him is e opposite team's guy, and turn around juz whack, whack finish liao den realised its e Ref!!! where got tis kinda of shit~ lolz! But still he's a coach whereas I onli coached b4 Kranji primary sch team.. pathetic. Nvm, so went home, bathe den decided to study, but ended up watchin "Zhong Hua Ying Xiong" the old tv series last time when we were young. Shouldn't hav bought it today when I'm alreadi so poor~ As of now, I hav only completed lecture 2 of DCI, lolz. Tink I'm going be class bottom liao le... My brain tells me I hav gotta study startin rite now, but my heart feels e opposite... Keep tinkin abt sum1.. lolz. To Miss Da Xiao Jie: Ooi, dun xiao qi liao la... u wan to choose wat mode of communication up to you la, who am I to say you rite? I will obey you.. :P Frm: Xiao Nan Ren.
tried to be a somebody at Saturday, February 28, 2004
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Friday, February 27, 2004
Yesterday(Thurs) was a weird day... i wake up feelin alrite and den I went dwn to Ngee Ann wif Ray to print my stuff for e coming common tests. Got there and spend e day crappin away wif Ray.. After tt, I have to go home and eat out wif my family, cos my sister's birthday~ Went to dun knw wat shitty restaurant to eat, costs 160plus, heng my elder sister shared else I die! (last week Dad's birthday as well, tts y I'm offically broke). Dun knw share wif my elder Sis wat shitty geh yan Lingerie, a bottle of perfume and wat damm wine... lolz. While we r eating out, I see my Parents so loving, my elder Sis wif her BF, my younger Sis n her "pu tong peng you" (a guy who always call her at 11pm?!?! n still dare to say pu tong peng yong), and tt negative feelin came all over again (nt tt they pissed me off, its juz this negative feelin tt has no sadness, no anger, juz pure NEGATIVE) So, when I got home, I went out again to drink by myself.. Bought sum beers, sum stout, bought a hardpack and started there stoning by myself til I meet YT under her hse.. by accident.. not on purpose 1 on, pple... So she drank wif me a bit til abt 11plus b4 she went home as she got sch tomolo morning... YT still as pretty n adorable as ever.. So, all by myself again when suddenly, B.Brothers called and I went dwn to BoonLay to drink wif them. When i got there, its turns out to be not so brotherly~ lolz. Hamster n his ger WQ, Jc and C, plus weimin all alreadi drinking away.. there was 2 problems tt day, JC quarrel wif C, plus me = tt depression thingy again... Halfway thru, alreadi got a lot of dramma alreadi, den C's frenz had to come n pissed JC up even further. Got plenty of stunts happen tt nitez. Den C went off wif her frens to QT club and we all went dwn shortly thereafter.. The irony is tt Ham's ger, WQ gor drunk along the way and threw up on e cab, lolz. Heng, I was on a "super four". Got there, played sum billiard, and by tis time, JC n C sorta cool dwn liaoz, and managed to "patch" up, den sum1's turn to become moody, lolz. I dun knw much stuff abt E 3 of them, e behind-e-scenes stories, so i cant comment much. After all the drama and stuff, I went home feeling all mixed up~ slept at 5am and juz woke up only now...
tried to be a somebody at Friday, February 27, 2004
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Thursday, February 26, 2004
Haiz, today(wed) was meant to be a study day.. but after toking wif Mr.Yeo aka LCB, i become very stressed about the IIP project... so i jio JX, R' and Prata to go meet up wif the company.. as it was last-mintue den we knew the company closed at 5pm, only JX was early cos he is rich (got $$$ to take cab). When we reached, again we took cab to the HQ unit there a ubi.. after an 1 and 1/2hrs time of searchin for the correct clothes, in between R' keep commenting on how "nice" the clothes look, we finally finished our stuff n we quickly siam~ Wif 2 BIG BLACK plastic bags, we started to tink of where to go. In e end, as 4 lonely sad men wif nuthin to do in mind... we went to PS to hav our dinner before we start to tink of wats for E lovely nite to do~ every1 is onz abt KTV but Prata dun wan, JX wana go for a drink at some "dark" pub, but R' is scared he becomes itchy after drinkin. In e end, we went to Discussion, a KTV PUB.. lolz. There, we met the "great singer" whose high n squealky voice is like e "voice of heaven" sang for us his "jin dian" songs like Power Station's "chong dong" etc... and R' was particularly impressed by him and decided to sing along wif him... so shiok man, lolz! Every1 toks abt his sadness and sorrows as any sad man will do, except Prata.. He INSISTED he is not sad and we all BELIEVED him. Nowadays, its seems lik all members of The Challengers TM r always sad.. throu not all at the same time.. there will be no one time when all 4 members r truely HAPPY.. JX is happy on e outside, AND I tink he is a realli Happy Man inside as well.. R' seems to get over it frm my consolling, but i tink he became more sad after JX's consolling, lolz. On the way home, R' finally opened up his heart and told me his story on V day eve, but on the condition that I told him wat happened on sunday.. the halftime break was when JX will enlighten us wif his new-age sensitive man's theories. Lolz, lots of shit happen today, and manz, i wont be gettin to sleep tonitez..
tried to be a somebody at Thursday, February 26, 2004
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Wednesday, February 25, 2004
Yesterday was very "bluey".. Sleep at 5am on E previous day and had to get to NP by 11am to do ERP pract5... Got there actualli very early at abt 9am plus, cos i still cant get to sleep realli.. so i stone there looking at every living person that walk past the bustop... even being lame to count the number of cars that passed by. By the time WQ came, I almost finished my Marboro hardpack! (juz bought in e morning). We saw my Val n Drew their group in e pract room, n i had to say, dun get e wrong meaning ah. Andrew~ Den we started the damm pract, when XF came to join us. damm, after finishin up the pract, i had to go for bball again~ freakin tireD! frm 3pm til 10pm! wat kinda shit is this!!! During the bball , i'm achieved 1 stunt manz! as I had to get my "stuff" frm Brother Eugene at lot1 by 6:15pm, i ran there at 6:11pm! i tink the whole distance was almost 1km! dun knw how i did it, but lost form is that at Lot1-coffeebean, i meet my old classmates, den Kangwei too. while i awaiting for Eugene, dripping in sweat, hair all messed up, i had to see my Ex coming out frm E control station... fuck~ juz another day of mine...
tried to be a somebody at Wednesday, February 25, 2004
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Tuesday, February 24, 2004
juz done a simple friendtest quiz while waiting for Miss WQ to finish her assignments (got it from Jia En's post), so here's e link...
click here...
tried to be a somebody at Tuesday, February 24, 2004
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Had actually wanted to go fishing wif my Shuai cousin today, to relax and get free frm all my troubles as well as meet up wif him after CNY.. but suddenly he got a hot date(as usual, n left me alone/even if i go, i also be lightblub), n i'm left alone on my own once again, as usual... Den my bro, Eugene suddenly jioed me to go town for Ktv, saying its our last "Sword" clan outing, saying since all of us will have commitments for a couple of months... Feelin idiotic going to fish myself... i chose the latter... Bevelyn N shisi both couldnt make it, due to last minute jio-ing by Eugene, heng Shawn came to the rescue .. Throughout the Ktv session, i felt very blue n dun know why, every song i sang, the lyrics makes me feel even more fucked up... but somehow after it ended, Shawn managed to cheer me upa bit, wif his story abt Vinncent and all the stunts tt happen to the rest of the gang recently, and den we went to Clementi to meet weimin n a mysterious ger of his for billiard. In e end, it turned out to be Shantill or sumthin lik tt, gf of another fren of mine.. Heard plenty from Shawn abt e Shantill n Mr.J n Mr.K... secret, paisei pple. During e game, while Shawn n Weimin were playing, Shantill n me started e nonsense n idiotic crap abt cold jokes, and she's crap manz... idotic n COLD to e extreme, "gong gong gong" joke, bish... lolz, Somehow, at this point i'm feelin better but as of now, when i on my laptop n see her pic... I'm feelin negative all over again...
tried to be a somebody at Tuesday, February 24, 2004
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Monday, February 23, 2004
---I feel f0r you---
Only so many times
tt I can say I long for you
E rose among the thorns
E prey among the wolves
Someday, I will feed a snake
Drink her venom, stay awake
With time all pain will fade
From your memory will I fade?
Barely cold in ur place
Barely warm in my bed
Settling for a draw tonight
Puppet girl, your strings are mine
This one is for you, for you,
Only for you
Just give in to it.. never think again
I feel for you
tried to be a somebody at Monday, February 23, 2004
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Ya, and i'm sorry to my "PJ S-club" frenz for not coming dwn yesterday.... if any1 of u all even know i have a blog... Really sorry for not coming yesterday, hope u pple have a "happy" time.. Especially towards J.C, we'll catch up 1 of these days again, ya?
tried to be a somebody at Monday, February 23, 2004
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I dun know wat came over me again.... today was supposed to be a happy day for me.. get to sing ktv wif Jills and Rene N a few I-dun-knw faggots.. I should be happy. but its this stupid negative feeling that came over me again.. I realli hope tt they didnt notice it on my fucked up face... guess I've screwed every1's day, sorry pple. And i tink Rene is pissed by my atitude today. Also, realised tt many small things can indeed result in sumthin major...
As of now, when E nitez is dark, my Heart in pain, wif E damm feeling in my heart...I tink i'm going to stone for a while... f0r I'm afraid i'm going to go crazy soon... People r full of SHIT, and LIES and i realli meant it when i said it. Juz Hope this glommy stage of life will pass soon...
tried to be a somebody at Monday, February 23, 2004
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Sunday, February 22, 2004
Wake up at 8:30am in e Morin N took cab to school today... damm, 9bucks gone again for e 3rd time tis week.. All this becos, i dreamt of sum1 last nitez again~ lolz! Boring seminar, boring lecturers, so boring til, we all decided to go catch a Movie.. Chiam didnt want to go, cos he wan to go home D.I.Y~ So, we catch e move "Cold Mountains" due to sumbody's gd recommendations~ For e 1st half-hr, Andrew was yawning and stoning away, while i was sleepin away, onli R' was realli watchin, as he's e 1 who recommended us the show... Overall, e damm movie onli e last part not too bad la... gives me an insight as to my future as a farmer, retiring and enjoying dinner wif "gd frens, gd wife, gd kids".. lolz~ haiz, now i worry abt tomolo not enuff engery to go for 2 ktv sessions, 1 wif my tt04 classmatez, 1 wif Serene N Jills they all..
tried to be a somebody at Sunday, February 22, 2004
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Friday, February 20, 2004
Its now late nitez and i am feelin dammm hot~ sucky bball today made me sweat like hell.. n painz~ my knees hurt, kena scratched by 1 sick bastard who has super long nails manz! tt pussy~ lolz but i am the best defensive player of the year~ got a triple double in steals, intercepts and block shots manZ! wohoo!
tried to be a somebody at Friday, February 20, 2004
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Boring day... wake up early, so tired now... fucked. Shouldnt hav dream of sum1 yesterday~ lolz
anyway, another guy told me also had a weird dream which has 1 gal n 3 guys (including him) in a strange n biazzare encounter!!! lolz
More details will be realeased shortly...
tried to be a somebody at Friday, February 20, 2004
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Thursday, February 19, 2004
Btw, to sum1 in my grp... I realli saw the ant on her BxXX la~ why u all dun believe me one?
Dun believe me, we go Bristol 1 fine sunny day, and ask her la!
tried to be a somebody at Thursday, February 19, 2004
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Today was a Happy Day... EVery1 finished the Fxxx Up ERP pbl1, an so we go "HappY" at Alaeem (iszit spelt lik tt?). Anyway, thanks to sum1 in my grp, i got to take photo wif BIT number1 Choibu!!! lolz. tts all, I end my case~
tried to be a somebody at Thursday, February 19, 2004
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