Saturday, February 28, 2004

(friday)Fuck man! play bball today also can see 1 of my old bball frens back at the Yee Tee area.. lolz. pple now alreadi become coaches of a youth team liao, didnt realised i'm playing against his team until after the match, he came n tok to me.. Sadcase, He's a bball coach (cos he's banned for fightin in "Lan Zong Bei" competition, so become coach). His reasons is damm cock, wat tot the guy behind him is e opposite team's guy, and turn around juz whack, whack finish liao den realised its e Ref!!! where got tis kinda of shit~ lolz! But still he's a coach whereas I onli coached b4 Kranji primary sch team.. pathetic. Nvm, so went home, bathe den decided to study, but ended up watchin "Zhong Hua Ying Xiong" the old tv series last time when we were young. Shouldn't hav bought it today when I'm alreadi so poor~ As of now, I hav only completed lecture 2 of DCI, lolz. Tink I'm going be class bottom liao le... My brain tells me I hav gotta study startin rite now, but my heart feels e opposite... Keep tinkin abt sum1.. lolz. To Miss Da Xiao Jie: Ooi, dun xiao qi liao la... u wan to choose wat mode of communication up to you la, who am I to say you rite? I will obey you.. :P Frm: Xiao Nan Ren.

tried to be a somebody at Saturday, February 28, 2004

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Insignificant

I'm nobody really.Serious. Just an unknown guy, Living the infamous lowlife of human society. Unknown, Unseemed, Unheard of. I'm the good old rational goof. Running my own little life. I'll never do anything out of line, Never disturb the rest, Never offend my own kind. Perhaps you're wondering, I'm stupid I'm insignificant, I smoke my life away and keeps people away, How could I be, a good old goofy? Well a girl told me once, That I'm called Jason and I'm just another chap. But if I be a goody goody one, Live my little life, Never to step out of my own lane, Be good work hard, I would get to my final destination. Find a life, And become a somebody. Somebody. Someday. Somehow. Well it's been ages since I've seen her again. But her words still rung in my head. Ever since I've lost her in Tekong, I've come to this weirdo place in Kranji. When everyday I just run and run and run. Never gettin to where I wan to be, But never mind, I'll keep running, Be good work hard, I'll get there someday. Someday. Somehow. Sometime. When I get there I bet all my fellow mates will go mad. Maybe that would be the day they'll let me go back! Go back to you, girl. Then I could hold you again. Like we never separated before. Do you know how much this unknown chap. Your little boy, misses you? But it's okay it's all right, I'll run my little life well. Be good work hard, I'll keep to my own lane. Never step out of line. And soon enough I'll get there. Get a fuckin new life, I hear it's fanatastic, they say. And then I'll return to you. Back to the fields of the old days. Marry the sweet little you, And have lots of little 'uns. Just like the average man. Just like the average society. But first I need to keep running. Run and run and run. Until I get to there, Become the winner, Become that somebody you wanted me to become, That somebody man. But well, Until then, I'm a nobody really. Just a unknown chap called Jayson. Running my little lowlife. Wait for me.

I have friends?
My Dearest. Elaine