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Tuesday, February 24, 2004
Had actually wanted to go fishing wif my Shuai cousin today, to relax and get free frm all my troubles as well as meet up wif him after CNY.. but suddenly he got a hot date(as usual, n left me alone/even if i go, i also be lightblub), n i'm left alone on my own once again, as usual... Den my bro, Eugene suddenly jioed me to go town for Ktv, saying its our last "Sword" clan outing, saying since all of us will have commitments for a couple of months... Feelin idiotic going to fish myself... i chose the latter... Bevelyn N shisi both couldnt make it, due to last minute jio-ing by Eugene, heng Shawn came to the rescue .. Throughout the Ktv session, i felt very blue n dun know why, every song i sang, the lyrics makes me feel even more fucked up... but somehow after it ended, Shawn managed to cheer me upa bit, wif his story abt Vinncent and all the stunts tt happen to the rest of the gang recently, and den we went to Clementi to meet weimin n a mysterious ger of his for billiard. In e end, it turned out to be Shantill or sumthin lik tt, gf of another fren of mine.. Heard plenty from Shawn abt e Shantill n Mr.J n Mr.K... secret, paisei pple. During e game, while Shawn n Weimin were playing, Shantill n me started e nonsense n idiotic crap abt cold jokes, and she's crap manz... idotic n COLD to e extreme, "gong gong gong" joke, bish... lolz, Somehow, at this point i'm feelin better but as of now, when i on my laptop n see her pic... I'm feelin negative all over again...


tried to be a somebody at Tuesday, February 24, 2004

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I'm nobody really.Serious. Just an unknown guy, Living the infamous lowlife of human society. Unknown, Unseemed, Unheard of. I'm the good old rational goof. Running my own little life. I'll never do anything out of line, Never disturb the rest, Never offend my own kind. Perhaps you're wondering, I'm stupid I'm insignificant, I smoke my life away and keeps people away, How could I be, a good old goofy? Well a girl told me once, That I'm called Jason and I'm just another chap. But if I be a goody goody one, Live my little life, Never to step out of my own lane, Be good work hard, I would get to my final destination. Find a life, And become a somebody. Somebody. Someday. Somehow. Well it's been ages since I've seen her again. But her words still rung in my head. Ever since I've lost her in Tekong, I've come to this weirdo place in Kranji. When everyday I just run and run and run. Never gettin to where I wan to be, But never mind, I'll keep running, Be good work hard, I'll get there someday. Someday. Somehow. Sometime. When I get there I bet all my fellow mates will go mad. Maybe that would be the day they'll let me go back! Go back to you, girl. Then I could hold you again. Like we never separated before. Do you know how much this unknown chap. Your little boy, misses you? But it's okay it's all right, I'll run my little life well. Be good work hard, I'll keep to my own lane. Never step out of line. And soon enough I'll get there. Get a fuckin new life, I hear it's fanatastic, they say. And then I'll return to you. Back to the fields of the old days. Marry the sweet little you, And have lots of little 'uns. Just like the average man. Just like the average society. But first I need to keep running. Run and run and run. Until I get to there, Become the winner, Become that somebody you wanted me to become, That somebody man. But well, Until then, I'm a nobody really. Just a unknown chap called Jayson. Running my little lowlife. Wait for me.




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