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Friday, February 27, 2004
Yesterday(Thurs) was a weird day... i wake up feelin alrite and den I went dwn to Ngee Ann wif Ray to print my stuff for e coming common tests. Got there and spend e day crappin away wif Ray.. After tt, I have to go home and eat out wif my family, cos my sister's birthday~ Went to dun knw wat shitty restaurant to eat, costs 160plus, heng my elder sister shared else I die! (last week Dad's birthday as well, tts y I'm offically broke). Dun knw share wif my elder Sis wat shitty geh yan Lingerie, a bottle of perfume and wat damm wine... lolz. While we r eating out, I see my Parents so loving, my elder Sis wif her BF, my younger Sis n her "pu tong peng you" (a guy who always call her at 11pm?!?! n still dare to say pu tong peng yong), and tt negative feelin came all over again (nt tt they pissed me off, its juz this negative feelin tt has no sadness, no anger, juz pure NEGATIVE) So, when I got home, I went out again to drink by myself.. Bought sum beers, sum stout, bought a hardpack and started there stoning by myself til I meet YT under her hse.. by accident.. not on purpose 1 on, pple... So she drank wif me a bit til abt 11plus b4 she went home as she got sch tomolo morning... YT still as pretty n adorable as ever.. So, all by myself again when suddenly, B.Brothers called and I went dwn to BoonLay to drink wif them. When i got there, its turns out to be not so brotherly~ lolz. Hamster n his ger WQ, Jc and C, plus weimin all alreadi drinking away.. there was 2 problems tt day, JC quarrel wif C, plus me = tt depression thingy again... Halfway thru, alreadi got a lot of dramma alreadi, den C's frenz had to come n pissed JC up even further. Got plenty of stunts happen tt nitez. Den C went off wif her frens to QT club and we all went dwn shortly thereafter.. The irony is tt Ham's ger, WQ gor drunk along the way and threw up on e cab, lolz. Heng, I was on a "super four". Got there, played sum billiard, and by tis time, JC n C sorta cool dwn liaoz, and managed to "patch" up, den sum1's turn to become moody, lolz. I dun knw much stuff abt E 3 of them, e behind-e-scenes stories, so i cant comment much. After all the drama and stuff, I went home feeling all mixed up~ slept at 5am and juz woke up only now...


tried to be a somebody at Friday, February 27, 2004

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I'm nobody really.Serious. Just an unknown guy, Living the infamous lowlife of human society. Unknown, Unseemed, Unheard of. I'm the good old rational goof. Running my own little life. I'll never do anything out of line, Never disturb the rest, Never offend my own kind. Perhaps you're wondering, I'm stupid I'm insignificant, I smoke my life away and keeps people away, How could I be, a good old goofy? Well a girl told me once, That I'm called Jason and I'm just another chap. But if I be a goody goody one, Live my little life, Never to step out of my own lane, Be good work hard, I would get to my final destination. Find a life, And become a somebody. Somebody. Someday. Somehow. Well it's been ages since I've seen her again. But her words still rung in my head. Ever since I've lost her in Tekong, I've come to this weirdo place in Kranji. When everyday I just run and run and run. Never gettin to where I wan to be, But never mind, I'll keep running, Be good work hard, I'll get there someday. Someday. Somehow. Sometime. When I get there I bet all my fellow mates will go mad. Maybe that would be the day they'll let me go back! Go back to you, girl. Then I could hold you again. Like we never separated before. Do you know how much this unknown chap. Your little boy, misses you? But it's okay it's all right, I'll run my little life well. Be good work hard, I'll keep to my own lane. Never step out of line. And soon enough I'll get there. Get a fuckin new life, I hear it's fanatastic, they say. And then I'll return to you. Back to the fields of the old days. Marry the sweet little you, And have lots of little 'uns. Just like the average man. Just like the average society. But first I need to keep running. Run and run and run. Until I get to there, Become the winner, Become that somebody you wanted me to become, That somebody man. But well, Until then, I'm a nobody really. Just a unknown chap called Jayson. Running my little lowlife. Wait for me.




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