Wednesday, March 17, 2004

Basketball or Sword...
I'm torn btwn going for bball or going to meet up wif all my brothers of the Sword clan.. had an online tutorial at 12pm today, could barely woke up when I slept at 7am today!!! Sum1 better compensate me for my time hor~ lolz... Anyway, juz woke up from a nap too and did some of my database part... Poor Michelle, now is her turn for her database connection to keep disappearing liaoz, lol. Back to the Brothers or Bball, the Sword clan are going to GL, i dun knw for wat throu... realli geh yan~ Haiz, tink I go both sides la... painz!!! go out wif them sure stay out very late, den tomolo my ERP lessons and quiz would mean I sure die... sumbody save me!
btw, done a quiz, http://www.usagiandmamoru.com/quiz/man.html
Results is I'm a Prince... Possessing a strong will, you are ambitious and determined, valiant and noble, but still know how to have fun.
You admit you still have a lot to learn in life, but what you have learned and experienced has brought you far! You strive to achieve the best in yourself and to meet your own expectations as well as those of others around you. When under pressure to perform, you do so with flying colors, but if you fail, you may fall into slight depression but will always get back on your feet because of your strong will and nature. Personal growth and learning are highly important to you! You will go far in life.

tried to be a somebody at Wednesday, March 17, 2004

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Insignificant

I'm nobody really.Serious. Just an unknown guy, Living the infamous lowlife of human society. Unknown, Unseemed, Unheard of. I'm the good old rational goof. Running my own little life. I'll never do anything out of line, Never disturb the rest, Never offend my own kind. Perhaps you're wondering, I'm stupid I'm insignificant, I smoke my life away and keeps people away, How could I be, a good old goofy? Well a girl told me once, That I'm called Jason and I'm just another chap. But if I be a goody goody one, Live my little life, Never to step out of my own lane, Be good work hard, I would get to my final destination. Find a life, And become a somebody. Somebody. Someday. Somehow. Well it's been ages since I've seen her again. But her words still rung in my head. Ever since I've lost her in Tekong, I've come to this weirdo place in Kranji. When everyday I just run and run and run. Never gettin to where I wan to be, But never mind, I'll keep running, Be good work hard, I'll get there someday. Someday. Somehow. Sometime. When I get there I bet all my fellow mates will go mad. Maybe that would be the day they'll let me go back! Go back to you, girl. Then I could hold you again. Like we never separated before. Do you know how much this unknown chap. Your little boy, misses you? But it's okay it's all right, I'll run my little life well. Be good work hard, I'll keep to my own lane. Never step out of line. And soon enough I'll get there. Get a fuckin new life, I hear it's fanatastic, they say. And then I'll return to you. Back to the fields of the old days. Marry the sweet little you, And have lots of little 'uns. Just like the average man. Just like the average society. But first I need to keep running. Run and run and run. Until I get to there, Become the winner, Become that somebody you wanted me to become, That somebody man. But well, Until then, I'm a nobody really. Just a unknown chap called Jayson. Running my little lowlife. Wait for me.

I have friends?
My Dearest. Elaine