Tuesday, March 02, 2004

Haiz, DDBS flunk.. DCI also flunk.. PainZ~ Today was a "Suay" day, lolz. Bumped into my "Shuai Tang Ge" at Lot1 N immediately, I knew I'm gonna be suay~ lolz. Got sum "Complements" from him on my looks ah, biceps ah, this ah, tt ah~ (note: I hav e pair of "" abt the word-complements) Den on the bus, suddenly felt like vommiting~ bish! (Car sick?) So I sorta knew I was going flunk DCI. Why, becos I'm suay~ Also, I went into the test tinking I was gona get the lousiest grades, but as the chinese saying goes "1 mountain got 1 more higher one~" Corrections! I should say 2 more higher ones to be excat. Theoratically, they r tall mountains in our clasS, cos they r considered tall among the gers? Haha, anyway, halfway thru e Tests, sum1 suddenly dun feel lik doing, tok to Miss Catherine den can go off le!! wohoo~ cool! Stylo! More lost-form den Stunned, I do do do and do until I peeped at sum1 sitting in front of me also, her paper was so "..........", lolz. It was den I realised I've got a challenger for e DCI worst student grade! haha, am I rite? Miss W? On the way home, there was one crazy Auntie on e bus... I was sitting in front of her, den she suddenly sing very loudly dun-knw-wat hokkien Songs!!! den every1 on e bus kena stunned.. I immediately changed seats, rather stand den to sit in directly in front of her! God knows wats she'll do! Anyway back to e subject, I was tinking abt this shit... Wat IF, I mean Wat IF from yesterday's DDBS test to friday's ERP, will I keep repeating my opening lines of my blog? " Haiz, This one flunk.. that one also flunk.." blah blah blah~ haha, CHOY! N seems lik no1 interested in Friday's outing???

tried to be a somebody at Tuesday, March 02, 2004

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Insignificant

I'm nobody really.Serious. Just an unknown guy, Living the infamous lowlife of human society. Unknown, Unseemed, Unheard of. I'm the good old rational goof. Running my own little life. I'll never do anything out of line, Never disturb the rest, Never offend my own kind. Perhaps you're wondering, I'm stupid I'm insignificant, I smoke my life away and keeps people away, How could I be, a good old goofy? Well a girl told me once, That I'm called Jason and I'm just another chap. But if I be a goody goody one, Live my little life, Never to step out of my own lane, Be good work hard, I would get to my final destination. Find a life, And become a somebody. Somebody. Someday. Somehow. Well it's been ages since I've seen her again. But her words still rung in my head. Ever since I've lost her in Tekong, I've come to this weirdo place in Kranji. When everyday I just run and run and run. Never gettin to where I wan to be, But never mind, I'll keep running, Be good work hard, I'll get there someday. Someday. Somehow. Sometime. When I get there I bet all my fellow mates will go mad. Maybe that would be the day they'll let me go back! Go back to you, girl. Then I could hold you again. Like we never separated before. Do you know how much this unknown chap. Your little boy, misses you? But it's okay it's all right, I'll run my little life well. Be good work hard, I'll keep to my own lane. Never step out of line. And soon enough I'll get there. Get a fuckin new life, I hear it's fanatastic, they say. And then I'll return to you. Back to the fields of the old days. Marry the sweet little you, And have lots of little 'uns. Just like the average man. Just like the average society. But first I need to keep running. Run and run and run. Until I get to there, Become the winner, Become that somebody you wanted me to become, That somebody man. But well, Until then, I'm a nobody really. Just a unknown chap called Jayson. Running my little lowlife. Wait for me.

I have friends?
My Dearest. Elaine