Monday, March 01, 2004

Honey Rocks~ After the stupid DDBS test, went to eat wif Valmon they all... B4 had to take stuff frm WQ n go print. Long walk to e Co-op, den another long walk to the Atrium again.. Tired, Period. At first, Jinyi n WQ joining us, den later they dun wan, cos Valmond car is too small, blah~ So went our separate ways.. (btw to sum1, if ur reading tis, I'm sorry I kup ur call..accidentally! All e stupid DDBS test's fault, alrite dumb excuse, I'm juz sorry) After finishing, got a quick ride to BP by Valmond. After tt, went to WL library wif Ray to "study" as well as appreciate sum Fine Works of Life.. Lots of "Ray's type" was found upon closer study on the fine specimens freely available there~ Studied til 4pm, den had to stone ard waiting for Bro, Eugene.. (He has got a HOT date wif the doctor, as he contracted sum sort of VAMPIRE disease, lolz!) After tt, went to eat wif him den tok sum cock abt Taoism n Buddhism, haha. Went to catch "Honey", n Boy was Jessica Alba HOT! slick dance moves n groovey beats stay within my head throu-out e Whole Freakin Show. Famous line frm the movie--> "I like to make every experience Educational~" Totally cool N stunning frm tt watsoever Lil kid in e movie~ Saw the "biong biong" ball machine n "top gun" at the WL funfair as well~ Anyone game to go on Friday? After our last paper? Cmon, so back to reality, finishing this blog = go back to study DCI til e NICE morning lights shine into my face again, as well as the sounds of e BIRDs singing to tell me to sleep... lolz.

tried to be a somebody at Monday, March 01, 2004

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Insignificant

I'm nobody really.Serious. Just an unknown guy, Living the infamous lowlife of human society. Unknown, Unseemed, Unheard of. I'm the good old rational goof. Running my own little life. I'll never do anything out of line, Never disturb the rest, Never offend my own kind. Perhaps you're wondering, I'm stupid I'm insignificant, I smoke my life away and keeps people away, How could I be, a good old goofy? Well a girl told me once, That I'm called Jason and I'm just another chap. But if I be a goody goody one, Live my little life, Never to step out of my own lane, Be good work hard, I would get to my final destination. Find a life, And become a somebody. Somebody. Someday. Somehow. Well it's been ages since I've seen her again. But her words still rung in my head. Ever since I've lost her in Tekong, I've come to this weirdo place in Kranji. When everyday I just run and run and run. Never gettin to where I wan to be, But never mind, I'll keep running, Be good work hard, I'll get there someday. Someday. Somehow. Sometime. When I get there I bet all my fellow mates will go mad. Maybe that would be the day they'll let me go back! Go back to you, girl. Then I could hold you again. Like we never separated before. Do you know how much this unknown chap. Your little boy, misses you? But it's okay it's all right, I'll run my little life well. Be good work hard, I'll keep to my own lane. Never step out of line. And soon enough I'll get there. Get a fuckin new life, I hear it's fanatastic, they say. And then I'll return to you. Back to the fields of the old days. Marry the sweet little you, And have lots of little 'uns. Just like the average man. Just like the average society. But first I need to keep running. Run and run and run. Until I get to there, Become the winner, Become that somebody you wanted me to become, That somebody man. But well, Until then, I'm a nobody really. Just a unknown chap called Jayson. Running my little lowlife. Wait for me.

I have friends?
My Dearest. Elaine