Thursday, March 25, 2004

Unbelieveable
Tuesday... I cant believe it, I'm Pes A, wtf?!? Give me Pes A, should also bless me wif perfect eyesight, so I can go commandos maz... Wa lao eh~ Den got so many funny stunts happen to JX n Me.. Den sum1 burnt a small hole in my bball shorts wor, lolz. Rem ur promise ah.. Den had to go back to Poly for stupid "complusory" lecture. Kena "Tua-ed"
Wednesday... Went to for Doc's appointment in the morning to examine my left eye. Tt time kena elbowed til now still haven recovered... sianz. Den doctor do full checkup on m body, and tell me my body got a lot of problems, wa lan eh... so I told him abt my stunt tt I did, which led to my whole left part of my body getting injured.. so in e end, X-ray not only my left eye, but my whole body, sianz sianz sianz/ Den went for MEC lessons, got there late. Do sum stuff and fak off asap.. Richard says will send me the stuff for DCI, but realli paisei, when I got home, I was so tired wif a spliting headache, so I slept at abt 5-6pm and juz woke up today... Argh!! DCI haven do, prototype neva touch, tomolo how to survive?!!??!?!
Die, SURE Die...

tried to be a somebody at Thursday, March 25, 2004

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Insignificant

I'm nobody really.Serious. Just an unknown guy, Living the infamous lowlife of human society. Unknown, Unseemed, Unheard of. I'm the good old rational goof. Running my own little life. I'll never do anything out of line, Never disturb the rest, Never offend my own kind. Perhaps you're wondering, I'm stupid I'm insignificant, I smoke my life away and keeps people away, How could I be, a good old goofy? Well a girl told me once, That I'm called Jason and I'm just another chap. But if I be a goody goody one, Live my little life, Never to step out of my own lane, Be good work hard, I would get to my final destination. Find a life, And become a somebody. Somebody. Someday. Somehow. Well it's been ages since I've seen her again. But her words still rung in my head. Ever since I've lost her in Tekong, I've come to this weirdo place in Kranji. When everyday I just run and run and run. Never gettin to where I wan to be, But never mind, I'll keep running, Be good work hard, I'll get there someday. Someday. Somehow. Sometime. When I get there I bet all my fellow mates will go mad. Maybe that would be the day they'll let me go back! Go back to you, girl. Then I could hold you again. Like we never separated before. Do you know how much this unknown chap. Your little boy, misses you? But it's okay it's all right, I'll run my little life well. Be good work hard, I'll keep to my own lane. Never step out of line. And soon enough I'll get there. Get a fuckin new life, I hear it's fanatastic, they say. And then I'll return to you. Back to the fields of the old days. Marry the sweet little you, And have lots of little 'uns. Just like the average man. Just like the average society. But first I need to keep running. Run and run and run. Until I get to there, Become the winner, Become that somebody you wanted me to become, That somebody man. But well, Until then, I'm a nobody really. Just a unknown chap called Jayson. Running my little lowlife. Wait for me.

I have friends?
My Dearest. Elaine