Wednesday, April 21, 2004

Yishun is INDEED a nice place
Went to school to do e final report today.. One thing I can say about Ngee Ann, realli Gian Peng.. the weather is so freakin HOT le, still wana save air con, KNN' Anyway, went back home first, b4 going to Yishun to meet Eush, Shawn, Lionel and the 85-kg "purple Worm", haha. But, in e End, Worm also same as me, back pian cannot play bball. 1st thing I muz say, Yishun also has many chiobus~ haha! (throu not as many as Khatib) but, enuff to rival town area liao le. Funny, I saw many "my type" onez today.. anyway, went to the bball court to play sum street bball.. 1 side = ah bengs playing bball, the other side = BIG size and BIG biceps kings play wif "yishunised" gers whose shootin is perfect~ lolz.
anyway, since my back is still hurtin, I decided to act noob, haha. Played wif both sides, overall, I tink only the BIG beceps king team, my team will lose, becos we hav no center to rival their height.. anyway, got 1 little cutie ger in orange, keep giving me e Eye, making me unable to concentrate totally.. haha, BHB. maybe its becos I keep "bio"ing her also~ haha! anyway, been long since I went to Yishun liao le. Althrough I try to act a noob, but I tink they actualli know my powerness, cos all suddenly very "ke qi" towards me, but keep banging my teammates sia~ anyway, Eush want to win today, but I realli couldnt tell he want to win, haha. Sorry, bro. U wan to qie wif them again, muz wait for my back to heal 1st la, or U can jio WQ to go down there can le. If, even I can bang them until so jialat, u tink WQ go there, how? lolz.. anyway, lose the matches la, Shawn wear slippers, plus blisters, I dun dare to chiong, becos of my back, Lionel is quite noob, so bro, relax la~ wan to win is sure win 1 lo~ lolz.. anyway, found it weird that I'm actualli termed as a graceful player by 1 gal sia~ haha.

tried to be a somebody at Wednesday, April 21, 2004

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Insignificant

I'm nobody really.Serious. Just an unknown guy, Living the infamous lowlife of human society. Unknown, Unseemed, Unheard of. I'm the good old rational goof. Running my own little life. I'll never do anything out of line, Never disturb the rest, Never offend my own kind. Perhaps you're wondering, I'm stupid I'm insignificant, I smoke my life away and keeps people away, How could I be, a good old goofy? Well a girl told me once, That I'm called Jason and I'm just another chap. But if I be a goody goody one, Live my little life, Never to step out of my own lane, Be good work hard, I would get to my final destination. Find a life, And become a somebody. Somebody. Someday. Somehow. Well it's been ages since I've seen her again. But her words still rung in my head. Ever since I've lost her in Tekong, I've come to this weirdo place in Kranji. When everyday I just run and run and run. Never gettin to where I wan to be, But never mind, I'll keep running, Be good work hard, I'll get there someday. Someday. Somehow. Sometime. When I get there I bet all my fellow mates will go mad. Maybe that would be the day they'll let me go back! Go back to you, girl. Then I could hold you again. Like we never separated before. Do you know how much this unknown chap. Your little boy, misses you? But it's okay it's all right, I'll run my little life well. Be good work hard, I'll keep to my own lane. Never step out of line. And soon enough I'll get there. Get a fuckin new life, I hear it's fanatastic, they say. And then I'll return to you. Back to the fields of the old days. Marry the sweet little you, And have lots of little 'uns. Just like the average man. Just like the average society. But first I need to keep running. Run and run and run. Until I get to there, Become the winner, Become that somebody you wanted me to become, That somebody man. But well, Until then, I'm a nobody really. Just a unknown chap called Jayson. Running my little lowlife. Wait for me.

I have friends?
My Dearest. Elaine