Thursday, May 06, 2004

Unoffical Graduation Day!!!
Today is the unoffical date of graduation from NP for me.. Althrough I tink I might do badly for today's paper, but I believe my tutors r all Good People (pls pass me and allow me to grad!!!). Anyway, its been a while since I last Blogged.. Been busy wif relationships problems, exams la + sum1's constant Suaning.. U #$#%$^$%^%&%^*^&* (I will KILL U one of these days, lolz) Anyway, after the exams, Ray n Chiam wana go watch movie marathon, but sorry guys, I'm reserved in the evenings' lolz. Den went to meet Serene for a short while b4 she went for work. Den having to meet Eric later to go town as well, so I went to Lot1 to accompany Shisi for a short while. Muz "ka jiao" her today for the constant suanings abt exams as well. Den Eric came and 2 faggots reunited to go to town for sum Boys shopping of our own. lolz! After tt, meet up wif another fren for sum hoops. WQ n Shawn n Eush were all either workin or busy, bopian. After tt, went for dinner at 11pm and tok sum Cock' Went home bathe N went Yishun to roam around aimlessly until she called~ Now, I am in a warm n comfortable room, writing my first blog in about April 21st. Anyway, as wat I told Miss.Tan earlier on, we r now adults le, pls call me Mr.Chong from now onwards, n Ya, the Mr.Chong in all your friendster list is me, Jayson.
My Thoughts N Reflections
Last but not least, I would like to wish E best of luck to my 2 brothers in TT04, Richard aKa Rotiprata N Andy Lau n Ray E Lamster aKa R', hope u two can finally reunite your True LuV for each other during today's Movie Marathon~ To Miss.Tan (Faye.Wong, Bit no1 Chiobu, WQ biao mei) E list juz goes on N on, stay chio 4eveR but dun keep flashing your killer Eyes at me, I will melt! I Realli LuvVv you~ you know? To Miss.Chua (Shortie, Penny.Dai), dun worry abt today's paper la, U muz Believe our Tutors r all Good People Anyway, today quite coincidence sia~ lolz. To Simon aKa Tua Gu, thanks for enduring LEGO training wif me, fuck off to the Fatso pervert horny old auntie, June! Anyway Brother, wait for me! Now tt I grad le, I can go for my bike practs again le! To Decai E LCB, you r the best LCB n provided me wif many insights towards appreciating Mother Nature's "Artworks" of life!!! To JX, jiayou towards a new Luv, always rem your innovative ways to know Gers~ To Diana aka Princess, hope you realise your air stewardress dreams (dun forget buy stuff for me)!! To Andrew, you go be a monk la, everytime KTV forever Jordan Chan's those pattern songs~ but seriously, hope ya find your Real LuvVv soon! To Val, U can join Andrew become Monk too. To Michelle Dajie, didnt know you so lame also 1 leh, haha! Tt day den know you this "Da Jie" is a lamster, but still a good Da Jie nevertheleast!! To Serene N Joy, serene is my brother Chiam's Fav.ger in class while Joy is Brother Simon's fav groupmate, lolz! To Jinyi, Effendy, jinyi, go set up a Uni and become a Love Professor la U! Effendy, can juz go join TCS be actor liao le, best presentation(or should I say Acting? :P) skills wor' To KuanLin, I realli didnt know u r from PJC one also! So sorry, now I will remember!! :P To Ramos aKa Raul, all the best, U fake Jewish!!! grhh.. :) tink I dun know ah, sia lah' To Lemuel, Gerald, Carene, all the best to ya ya? TT04 muz meet up often ah~
Am I getting Freakin long winded, even the busybody behind me is sayin so, wa lao eh! Jialat la, but the above r Realli my True Tots n Feelins towards TT04, lolz! Anyway, who's in charge of organising class outing??? how about Sunset bay this Sat?? any1 on??

--- Jayson is going to sleep le, time for a stupid Rene to use the computer le, haha!---

tried to be a somebody at Thursday, May 06, 2004

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Insignificant

I'm nobody really.Serious. Just an unknown guy, Living the infamous lowlife of human society. Unknown, Unseemed, Unheard of. I'm the good old rational goof. Running my own little life. I'll never do anything out of line, Never disturb the rest, Never offend my own kind. Perhaps you're wondering, I'm stupid I'm insignificant, I smoke my life away and keeps people away, How could I be, a good old goofy? Well a girl told me once, That I'm called Jason and I'm just another chap. But if I be a goody goody one, Live my little life, Never to step out of my own lane, Be good work hard, I would get to my final destination. Find a life, And become a somebody. Somebody. Someday. Somehow. Well it's been ages since I've seen her again. But her words still rung in my head. Ever since I've lost her in Tekong, I've come to this weirdo place in Kranji. When everyday I just run and run and run. Never gettin to where I wan to be, But never mind, I'll keep running, Be good work hard, I'll get there someday. Someday. Somehow. Sometime. When I get there I bet all my fellow mates will go mad. Maybe that would be the day they'll let me go back! Go back to you, girl. Then I could hold you again. Like we never separated before. Do you know how much this unknown chap. Your little boy, misses you? But it's okay it's all right, I'll run my little life well. Be good work hard, I'll keep to my own lane. Never step out of line. And soon enough I'll get there. Get a fuckin new life, I hear it's fanatastic, they say. And then I'll return to you. Back to the fields of the old days. Marry the sweet little you, And have lots of little 'uns. Just like the average man. Just like the average society. But first I need to keep running. Run and run and run. Until I get to there, Become the winner, Become that somebody you wanted me to become, That somebody man. But well, Until then, I'm a nobody really. Just a unknown chap called Jayson. Running my little lowlife. Wait for me.

I have friends?
My Dearest. Elaine