Sunday, July 11, 2004

IPPT disruption test failure~
This week is sads' Garath N most of the gang all managed to disrupt except me.. lolz. KNN to platoon2 P.S Jason!!! Fuck U' Haiz, U Jason, I also Jason, tekan me for wat??? got 5pts for all except pull-up u know!?!?!? I did 6 (throu E last 1 i admit was a bit half fuck), but he minus 2 away frm my score!! N guess wat? I kena stunned by my own Buddy, Zai! I pretend to ask Hong how much I did, when Hong abt to say 6 for me, Ah Zai go n say 4... saddenings.. sianzation'' so off went my gd pal, Garath, Hong as they all disrupted.. sum other pple lik me, whose did half fuck pull ups, all managed to cheat their way out of Tekong except me.. BETRAYED by my own buddy' Haiz~ I reckon he wans me to accompany him ba, since he is a ZERO Fighter~ lookin to disrupt tis coming Friday but sianz la, muz book in by e 20th, sads. Anyway, was the best runner for 2.4km in my platoon but my timing is 10:20mins, tts quite gd for me considerin I only CHIONG my pull ups tis week.. but Haiz, cannot disrupt..
so my section only left 7 pple, when Stand by bed comes, sure die.. 7 - 3(includin me clean toilet) - (1=rubbison N staircase IC) - 1(corridor IC) left 2 pple to clean E entire bunk~ wohoo! Song ah, today kena pump lik siao~ only got 5-10mins clean toilet den go ROAD MARCH, come back left 1/2hr to pack bag, clean toilet + change attire~ lolz.
So book out, went to eat wif Jin N the rest of the tua paikias den go home. Rest a while, go out to buy stuff wif WJ n WQ' juz reach home, Eush say reach in 15mins time~ lolz, den went meet him. Kena TUA by Rashid N Jianquan~ haiz haiz haiz'' nxt week, I MUST DISRUPT!!! CHIONG AH~
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Once I hav my Pink IC, now I hav 11B~
Got no time for chocolate bar, but got time for chin-up bar
Got no time to masterbate, but got time for stand by bed
hey hey hey ya~ hey hey hey hey!
Hey lo hey lo wa~
Hey hey hey lo wa~
Hey hey hey ya'

tried to be a somebody at Sunday, July 11, 2004

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Insignificant

I'm nobody really.Serious. Just an unknown guy, Living the infamous lowlife of human society. Unknown, Unseemed, Unheard of. I'm the good old rational goof. Running my own little life. I'll never do anything out of line, Never disturb the rest, Never offend my own kind. Perhaps you're wondering, I'm stupid I'm insignificant, I smoke my life away and keeps people away, How could I be, a good old goofy? Well a girl told me once, That I'm called Jason and I'm just another chap. But if I be a goody goody one, Live my little life, Never to step out of my own lane, Be good work hard, I would get to my final destination. Find a life, And become a somebody. Somebody. Someday. Somehow. Well it's been ages since I've seen her again. But her words still rung in my head. Ever since I've lost her in Tekong, I've come to this weirdo place in Kranji. When everyday I just run and run and run. Never gettin to where I wan to be, But never mind, I'll keep running, Be good work hard, I'll get there someday. Someday. Somehow. Sometime. When I get there I bet all my fellow mates will go mad. Maybe that would be the day they'll let me go back! Go back to you, girl. Then I could hold you again. Like we never separated before. Do you know how much this unknown chap. Your little boy, misses you? But it's okay it's all right, I'll run my little life well. Be good work hard, I'll keep to my own lane. Never step out of line. And soon enough I'll get there. Get a fuckin new life, I hear it's fanatastic, they say. And then I'll return to you. Back to the fields of the old days. Marry the sweet little you, And have lots of little 'uns. Just like the average man. Just like the average society. But first I need to keep running. Run and run and run. Until I get to there, Become the winner, Become that somebody you wanted me to become, That somebody man. But well, Until then, I'm a nobody really. Just a unknown chap called Jayson. Running my little lowlife. Wait for me.

I have friends?
My Dearest. Elaine