Sunday, August 22, 2004

Last Last Week~

Went to chiong wif Shisi N her CO. plus Huishan N the Girl Guides Gers.. Supposed to be a brother outing as well, wif the 4 Brothers out to enjoy~ In the end, Brother Yeo saddened by the news me N Eush had for him, dun wan to come out after the steamboat dinner.. haiz~ makes me feel guilty.. Den Rash N Eush came, but I came late. In the end, had to make up to both the parties, haha. Surprise~ Huishan's bday tt day plus FengQun's bdae tt day, so meaning got 2 bday gers! Den in the end, K Thing N HanBing they all wan to accompany us go another pub, since the que for theirs is too long~ but in the end, we went our seperate ways~ paisei hor, Huishan~ den we went double O lo' den Rash "throw smoke bomb" N escape back to home~ left me N Eush~ lolz. den we go dance N drink til siao b4 1hr the club closes, we start operation "FQ drunk".. lolz. For a girl, actually she can drink quite well~ but, haha' still die in the end~ no 1 can survive an operation by the Brothers' den sianz half, didnt expect the others to sabo me, asked me to send her home, sads' but forget it, the rest I dun wan to say~ after sending her home, tant at Eush's home~ cos dun feel lik going home' den nxt day bookin le..
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tried to be a somebody at Sunday, August 22, 2004

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Insignificant

I'm nobody really.Serious. Just an unknown guy, Living the infamous lowlife of human society. Unknown, Unseemed, Unheard of. I'm the good old rational goof. Running my own little life. I'll never do anything out of line, Never disturb the rest, Never offend my own kind. Perhaps you're wondering, I'm stupid I'm insignificant, I smoke my life away and keeps people away, How could I be, a good old goofy? Well a girl told me once, That I'm called Jason and I'm just another chap. But if I be a goody goody one, Live my little life, Never to step out of my own lane, Be good work hard, I would get to my final destination. Find a life, And become a somebody. Somebody. Someday. Somehow. Well it's been ages since I've seen her again. But her words still rung in my head. Ever since I've lost her in Tekong, I've come to this weirdo place in Kranji. When everyday I just run and run and run. Never gettin to where I wan to be, But never mind, I'll keep running, Be good work hard, I'll get there someday. Someday. Somehow. Sometime. When I get there I bet all my fellow mates will go mad. Maybe that would be the day they'll let me go back! Go back to you, girl. Then I could hold you again. Like we never separated before. Do you know how much this unknown chap. Your little boy, misses you? But it's okay it's all right, I'll run my little life well. Be good work hard, I'll keep to my own lane. Never step out of line. And soon enough I'll get there. Get a fuckin new life, I hear it's fanatastic, they say. And then I'll return to you. Back to the fields of the old days. Marry the sweet little you, And have lots of little 'uns. Just like the average man. Just like the average society. But first I need to keep running. Run and run and run. Until I get to there, Become the winner, Become that somebody you wanted me to become, That somebody man. But well, Until then, I'm a nobody really. Just a unknown chap called Jayson. Running my little lowlife. Wait for me.

I have friends?
My Dearest. Elaine