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Thursday, September 30, 2004

I'm Back!
POP lo.. POP last friday but times flies N now today is already Thursday. Getting my posting on friday,N I nt too sure will I get into Miltary Police or nt. Deciding to be a "Man" in the army was a decision I believe I wont regret. I hope? Simply not wantin to be a "Commander" was E main reason why I chose to be a "Man". hahaha, N e reason is bec0s if I kena Sispec, Tekong again for 5mths. So far! If kena OCS? sure, its near my hse, but 10mths of training? Siao!
In the end, I decided to try my Luck, N be a "Man". Trying to "Pou heng suay" tt I'll get into a unit near my house! Til tomorrow, come make my day..


tried to be a somebody at Thursday, September 30, 2004

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Sunday, September 05, 2004

Most Tiring Week of BMT??
This week is practically the most "Xiong" week of BMT so far, as I deem it.. 2 SOCs, 1 IPPT cat.test, 2 BCCT lessons wif rifle lessons + BAC (basic assualt course) and GAC (Generade Assualt Course).. tired sia'
summore, BAC is on wed!!! let me intro u guys on wat is BAC, it is a 100m distance course wif sum obstacles and a few targets u muz hit using "rifle fightin techniques" learnt from BCCT, nt to mention doing Leopard Crawl, Baby Crawlin etc in the muddy soil under barb wire so close u hav to use ur rifle to push them up~ by the time we do finished the BAC, every1 was covered in muddy soil and our SBOs!!! all covered in smelly mud.. throu its fuckin Dirty, but den its fun la ah' but the FUN part comes when every1 goes back to our bunks to wash up.. Unfortunately, I was 1 of the toilet cleaners.. so wif every1 bathing there, washing their clothes N SBOs... our Area Cleaning the next day was SUPER HIGH~ hahaha
Throu its very tiring, at least I dun feel bored frm bookin til wed.. the dwn pt of tis week is when I over-strained the left shoulder which I injured frm field camp til now.. so I had to report sick.. when I came back, den I knew friday got IPPT test... sads, tts means I cant take N cant hav a chance to see how I hav improved til now..
During the test on friday, I was stunned by many pple who frm 2-3pull ups suddenly can do 6-7pull ups liaoz.. lolz. by now I was a little threatened by the vast improvement of my platoon mates liao.. summore, when 2.4km comes, KNN the whole platoon passed!! a lot of pple whose timing were around 11-12mins suddenly all shoot to 10mins plus, many also even surpassed my timing of 10.07mins!! sads' summore, thoses timing around my timing guys all suddenly shoot to 9:40-9:50mins!! I was super STRESSED by now, n my buddies consoled sayin since every1 got improvement, den I also surely will hit 9plus mins 1.. but deep dwn in my heart, I dun tink so bec0s I been eatin a lot during nite times in my bunk recently.. haha tink I hav to settle for a Sliver for my IPPT liao le, as I'm nt sure when my shoulder will recover so tt I can hit Gold standards for my pull ups.. but even if my shoulder recoveres in time, I still got my 2.4km to improve frm 10:07mins to at least 9:44mins to get Gold... how to improve in 1week???
The final stake in my coffin was tt I sprained my ankle today during soccer wif the Lam Soon Gang.. wtf?? sibei Dulan!!!!
NNT notice:
Yam 1 more stuff to add.. Went town to celebrate Desmond's birthday.. along the way, Eush told me there was a rift btwn NNT members.. seems tt its over 1 girl.. haiz, I realli wonder why Brothers so close can fall out over 1 girl.. but I'm nt in a postion to comment much as I dun get the full story frm both sides.. I onli hope the 2 will resolve tis soon.. N a note to the rest of the NNT, dun start takings sides here n there maz... try to help resolve the matter maz. haiz... but things were nt so awkard when we met up.. throu there sum sort of invislbe wall btwn the 2 of them.. but my guess is they will get over it soon.. after all, I dun believe NNT will break up.
---NNT ruleZ f0reVeR!!!---


tried to be a somebody at Sunday, September 05, 2004

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I'm nobody really.Serious. Just an unknown guy, Living the infamous lowlife of human society. Unknown, Unseemed, Unheard of. I'm the good old rational goof. Running my own little life. I'll never do anything out of line, Never disturb the rest, Never offend my own kind. Perhaps you're wondering, I'm stupid I'm insignificant, I smoke my life away and keeps people away, How could I be, a good old goofy? Well a girl told me once, That I'm called Jason and I'm just another chap. But if I be a goody goody one, Live my little life, Never to step out of my own lane, Be good work hard, I would get to my final destination. Find a life, And become a somebody. Somebody. Someday. Somehow. Well it's been ages since I've seen her again. But her words still rung in my head. Ever since I've lost her in Tekong, I've come to this weirdo place in Kranji. When everyday I just run and run and run. Never gettin to where I wan to be, But never mind, I'll keep running, Be good work hard, I'll get there someday. Someday. Somehow. Sometime. When I get there I bet all my fellow mates will go mad. Maybe that would be the day they'll let me go back! Go back to you, girl. Then I could hold you again. Like we never separated before. Do you know how much this unknown chap. Your little boy, misses you? But it's okay it's all right, I'll run my little life well. Be good work hard, I'll keep to my own lane. Never step out of line. And soon enough I'll get there. Get a fuckin new life, I hear it's fanatastic, they say. And then I'll return to you. Back to the fields of the old days. Marry the sweet little you, And have lots of little 'uns. Just like the average man. Just like the average society. But first I need to keep running. Run and run and run. Until I get to there, Become the winner, Become that somebody you wanted me to become, That somebody man. But well, Until then, I'm a nobody really. Just a unknown chap called Jayson. Running my little lowlife. Wait for me.




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