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Saturday, October 30, 2004
27th Dec 2004
---Undoubtly E most Unlucky Week of yr2004 for me---
A week plauged by injures, tekan, extras N SOL leading to sleepless nites of torment N misery (althrou we onli get to sleep abt 4hrs a day) When Nothing..
Nothings goes right for me
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"14 Days SOL or 3 Extras? Ur Call la! Zhong"--- Staff.Chong
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Sad to say, I hav quite a few number of platoon mates who also tio EXTRAs..
Azmi = 2 extras for losing M16S1 mag durin outfield
Z.Z.Chua (Sadako) = 1 extra for just unbuttoning a button on his sleeve?!?!
Ah.Ben = 2extras for misfiring
Chao.Keng.Cai = 3weeks RT for passin everythin but still fail IPPT (14pts, lolz)
Colin = 3 extras for sumthin to do wif e CLAYMORE mine~
For me, I got 2 extras for sumthin, 1 extra for sumthin.. Try guessin~
If u can guess it, I salute u~


tried to be a somebody at Saturday, October 30, 2004

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Saturday, October 16, 2004
Somewhere over E Rainbow~ I'm Fucked UP
Finally! I got a taste of e true meaning of SISPEC, "Suffer in slience, Please Endure Carry on".
At first, I tot "tis week onli 2nd wk wat~ scare meh?" nxt thing i know, I'm in e jungle listening to lectures N demonstrations by my sergs N Sirs on BN (basic navigation) , pui! wan to give lecture cannot give in lec.rooms meh?So garang for wat? Die die also muz give in e jungle~
Anyway, got tis compass course which is supposed to find our drifting tendency when a person walks in 1 direction.. so I'm thrown into a jungle wif a compass to find different chk.pts using the instructions they give to us.. summore still got day N night excerise, wtf!? lucky e chk.pts I found in e nite was correct, else I'll be sent back into e jungle where I cant even see my own hands in front of me! (okay, I cheated, I used e Torchlight sumtimes~)
Ya, I know I shldn't go into so much detail, cos E more I go into it, e more I feel "Fucked Up"
So to sum it up, SISPEC, is realli "packed" (puns intended).. got a IPPT cat.test (tuesday) , IPPT trial test on friday, LAW tech.handling test, BN theory test, BN practical test, morning 4-5km runs as usual N lectures lectures lectures~ oh! I forgot, there's Delta company's favourite training programme, Canteen Breaks~
Anyway, pls vote for my old fren, Leslie's in FHM's 100 girl nxt door! She's no.76, pls vote for her peeps' Ya, come to tink of it, how times flies.. almost forgotton e fun times e both of us had together den.. Pity, I lost her contact since tt fateful night liao le.. haiz.. Maybe Fate shall decree tt our paths will cross once again n we could get back to old times once again~
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tried to be a somebody at Saturday, October 16, 2004

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Sunday, October 10, 2004
If you wan E Rainbow, you hav to put up wif the Rain
I totally agree tt if u desire sumthin very much, you got to go thru e hardships int order to get it.. but sumhow, after only 1 wk in SISPEC, I alreadi felt the pain~ My company is Delta, the company they say the most welfare company in SISPEC. Pui!
From monday onwards, every morning, I been runnin 3km, den 4km, b4 running 5km frm wed onwards.. I see the other companies all only got wat morning runs which is 0.8-2.4km a day' Welfare.. Pui! Pui! Pui!
"Fucked Up! U'r a Fucked up soldier!" -- courtesy of 1 of my PCs, Warden Lam (Commando, Ex-SOF member).. maybe its bec0s my OC is a commando, 3 out of 4 PCs within the Coy r commandos, tt's y my training is so exciting~ yeah, tt's it! I'm going to be trained lik a commando! wif E exception tt I would hav more canteen breaks den them' we onli asked once for canteen breaks, n my Staff.Serg say "U all wan aH, go la! after 6pm, or RO, I let U all go until U all POK GAI ah~"
lolz, yupez. Tt's the only welfare Delta coy has over the others, but in terms of Xiongness, we r Fucked UP _!_
As of now, alreadi 3-4 pple r asked to OOC(out of course) within E coy liao le. Scared man.. Die die also dun wana OOC.. my buddy, a recourse Guy told me nt to, cos "U'll do SaiKang until U'r fucked up!"
Scared manz~ anyway, shit! I'm late! Bugis in half hr time!! Possible? aiya, can 1 la~ hopefully, I guess?
Alrite, ends my 1st week, "End it wif a bang" -- PC Ah Huat frm Bravo Coy~
Quote of E day~
Award goes to Warden Lam, Commando cum SOF member.
"1 mind 1 body",
"1 dick?"
"1 pussy!"
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tried to be a somebody at Sunday, October 10, 2004

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Sunday, October 03, 2004
Boringness..
Why is life startin to get boring nowadays? I feel so sianz, so tired, so lethargic Abt Every single thing I do.. Juz basically going thru E motion of things only. As such, I juz wana to find a small cosy concealed place to relax N heck care of the things happening ard me. Maybe occasionally coming out of tis shell of mine to keep myself updated of things ard me' Feelin very saturated as a person alreadi, maybe saturated is nt a gd term to describe myself now, but maybe it's sumwhere there le.. Juz wana heck care things, but the consequences r Great.. pls, I juz wana live a simple life.. When will I ever get to live my life the way I wan it?
Tomorrow, it's back to square 1 for me again, Tekong stage 1, BSLC..
Hope I'll survive..
P.S (Rach-if u'r readin tis, msg me k? Dun call.. in Tekong by den' Miss ya, heaps')


tried to be a somebody at Sunday, October 03, 2004

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Saturday, October 02, 2004
A song tt reminds me of an old Friend, Rene
Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
Still I can't say what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage
Teach me to be shy'
Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know



tried to be a somebody at Saturday, October 02, 2004

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Friday, October 01, 2004
Wat is this?!?! SISPEC?!?!?
As of now, I am feelin very Sianz.. Knn, I alreadi signed tt time tt I wanted to be a "Man" n guess wat? Kena SISPEC... bloody hell, so Far away Tekong, sianz la. SISPEC = Suffer in slience, please endure carry on~ sianz sianz sianz. Wat kind of theory is this? I juz wan to be a MAN nia, "see me so high" for wat, go wat SISPEC..
Frm the west to the east is where my 2nd home will be for the nxt 5mths... Painz~


tried to be a somebody at Friday, October 01, 2004

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I'm nobody really.Serious. Just an unknown guy, Living the infamous lowlife of human society. Unknown, Unseemed, Unheard of. I'm the good old rational goof. Running my own little life. I'll never do anything out of line, Never disturb the rest, Never offend my own kind. Perhaps you're wondering, I'm stupid I'm insignificant, I smoke my life away and keeps people away, How could I be, a good old goofy? Well a girl told me once, That I'm called Jason and I'm just another chap. But if I be a goody goody one, Live my little life, Never to step out of my own lane, Be good work hard, I would get to my final destination. Find a life, And become a somebody. Somebody. Someday. Somehow. Well it's been ages since I've seen her again. But her words still rung in my head. Ever since I've lost her in Tekong, I've come to this weirdo place in Kranji. When everyday I just run and run and run. Never gettin to where I wan to be, But never mind, I'll keep running, Be good work hard, I'll get there someday. Someday. Somehow. Sometime. When I get there I bet all my fellow mates will go mad. Maybe that would be the day they'll let me go back! Go back to you, girl. Then I could hold you again. Like we never separated before. Do you know how much this unknown chap. Your little boy, misses you? But it's okay it's all right, I'll run my little life well. Be good work hard, I'll keep to my own lane. Never step out of line. And soon enough I'll get there. Get a fuckin new life, I hear it's fanatastic, they say. And then I'll return to you. Back to the fields of the old days. Marry the sweet little you, And have lots of little 'uns. Just like the average man. Just like the average society. But first I need to keep running. Run and run and run. Until I get to there, Become the winner, Become that somebody you wanted me to become, That somebody man. But well, Until then, I'm a nobody really. Just a unknown chap called Jayson. Running my little lowlife. Wait for me.




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