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Sunday, October 03, 2004
Boringness..
Why is life startin to get boring nowadays? I feel so sianz, so tired, so lethargic Abt Every single thing I do.. Juz basically going thru E motion of things only. As such, I juz wana to find a small cosy concealed place to relax N heck care of the things happening ard me. Maybe occasionally coming out of tis shell of mine to keep myself updated of things ard me' Feelin very saturated as a person alreadi, maybe saturated is nt a gd term to describe myself now, but maybe it's sumwhere there le.. Juz wana heck care things, but the consequences r Great.. pls, I juz wana live a simple life.. When will I ever get to live my life the way I wan it?
Tomorrow, it's back to square 1 for me again, Tekong stage 1, BSLC..
Hope I'll survive..
P.S (Rach-if u'r readin tis, msg me k? Dun call.. in Tekong by den' Miss ya, heaps')


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I'm nobody really.Serious. Just an unknown guy, Living the infamous lowlife of human society. Unknown, Unseemed, Unheard of. I'm the good old rational goof. Running my own little life. I'll never do anything out of line, Never disturb the rest, Never offend my own kind. Perhaps you're wondering, I'm stupid I'm insignificant, I smoke my life away and keeps people away, How could I be, a good old goofy? Well a girl told me once, That I'm called Jason and I'm just another chap. But if I be a goody goody one, Live my little life, Never to step out of my own lane, Be good work hard, I would get to my final destination. Find a life, And become a somebody. Somebody. Someday. Somehow. Well it's been ages since I've seen her again. But her words still rung in my head. Ever since I've lost her in Tekong, I've come to this weirdo place in Kranji. When everyday I just run and run and run. Never gettin to where I wan to be, But never mind, I'll keep running, Be good work hard, I'll get there someday. Someday. Somehow. Sometime. When I get there I bet all my fellow mates will go mad. Maybe that would be the day they'll let me go back! Go back to you, girl. Then I could hold you again. Like we never separated before. Do you know how much this unknown chap. Your little boy, misses you? But it's okay it's all right, I'll run my little life well. Be good work hard, I'll keep to my own lane. Never step out of line. And soon enough I'll get there. Get a fuckin new life, I hear it's fanatastic, they say. And then I'll return to you. Back to the fields of the old days. Marry the sweet little you, And have lots of little 'uns. Just like the average man. Just like the average society. But first I need to keep running. Run and run and run. Until I get to there, Become the winner, Become that somebody you wanted me to become, That somebody man. But well, Until then, I'm a nobody really. Just a unknown chap called Jayson. Running my little lowlife. Wait for me.




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