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Monday, December 18, 2006
In the Mood for Job..."
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Been a slacker for too long,
N now I found myself wasting away.
Lost into Oblivion
Wif nothing to hide.
I think I should juz forget..
Forget about this whole bankin shit and juz get a JOB.
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So empty, I am nothing. Nothing's left inside me.
So I'm onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t?
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" How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna live
How could this happen to me? "
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Nothing seems to matter anymore, all my fren's interests..
Studies, Jobs, LuV, Money..
They all had sumthin tt generates their interest,
why am I the only one who hav nothing to crave for?
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Insanity.
.
Madness..
.
Yes, I am'
And I can’t stand the feeling
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the feeling..


tried to be a somebody at Monday, December 18, 2006

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Saturday, December 09, 2006
A Typical Cancerian Traits?
Fun to be with.
Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation.
Easilyconsoled.
Honest.
Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful.
Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easilyhurt.
Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.
Not revengeful.
Forgiving butnever forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and loving.
Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be alone.
Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Waits for friends.
Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked.
Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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Wonder am I realli tt or wtf..


tried to be a somebody at Saturday, December 09, 2006

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Audrey Da Jie's Wedding
Wow, Audrey Tan is now offically married at 24yrs of age.. Went to her wedding on sunday, at crystal ballroom. Quite a nice place to hold ur wedding, I give it a 9/10 for the overall ambeience and everythin. Okie, Sorry. Period, I was late, no EXCUSE. but ur bro told me it was the 5th of dec, and not 3rd of dec!!!
Anyway, where's my VIP seat?? lol, in e end, me and rashid sit wif a group of "I am not sure its ur frens or your hubbie's frens". Bleah~ Anyway, long time no see you liao. You have become ravishing, or was it the makeup? Btw, regrading the wedding blessings I gave you all.. (herm, I'm drunk la, I also don't know wat I saying, Steve e Stiff so last mintue record me out of a sudden, so ya. Pls pardon me. So my wedding blessings goes like this..
" Dear Audrey Da Jie, at 24yrs of age, u have offically got married b4 me!!! Now I have no choice but to try to find a wife b4 nxt yr when I turned 24 also. Wahaha, kidding"
Life is full of surprises, the last chat I was talking wif you abt careers and stuff. The nxt thing I know, your brother, came telling me ur gettin married, lol. (Or I didnt update myself often enuff on fenz.blogspot.com? :P)
Hereby sinercely wishing for you and ur husband, Charles, wif my dearest regards, a blissful and everlasting marriage~ :)
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tried to be a somebody at Wednesday, December 06, 2006

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Old Fren
Thanks for meeting up wif me today, we finally meet again after so long. Seeing you again and talking to you makes me happier, if not forever, at least for the moment.. I understand you have your commitments now, but at least I'm glad you decided to stop shunning me. Its all in the past le and what's past, is past. Doesn't matter who's right or whose wrong, rite?
I hope we can still be frens and maybe catch up wif the rest again once of these days ba. Where the secret seven can be reunited again. Haha.Anyway, may you find ur true love soon and ya, your Dammm Degree, lol.
(But rem, I'll always be in line queueing okie? haha~')
P.S - Til we meet again, and pls respond on msn more often leh, no more shunning liao ah.
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tried to be a somebody at Wednesday, December 06, 2006

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history
Insignificant



I'm nobody really.Serious. Just an unknown guy, Living the infamous lowlife of human society. Unknown, Unseemed, Unheard of. I'm the good old rational goof. Running my own little life. I'll never do anything out of line, Never disturb the rest, Never offend my own kind. Perhaps you're wondering, I'm stupid I'm insignificant, I smoke my life away and keeps people away, How could I be, a good old goofy? Well a girl told me once, That I'm called Jason and I'm just another chap. But if I be a goody goody one, Live my little life, Never to step out of my own lane, Be good work hard, I would get to my final destination. Find a life, And become a somebody. Somebody. Someday. Somehow. Well it's been ages since I've seen her again. But her words still rung in my head. Ever since I've lost her in Tekong, I've come to this weirdo place in Kranji. When everyday I just run and run and run. Never gettin to where I wan to be, But never mind, I'll keep running, Be good work hard, I'll get there someday. Someday. Somehow. Sometime. When I get there I bet all my fellow mates will go mad. Maybe that would be the day they'll let me go back! Go back to you, girl. Then I could hold you again. Like we never separated before. Do you know how much this unknown chap. Your little boy, misses you? But it's okay it's all right, I'll run my little life well. Be good work hard, I'll keep to my own lane. Never step out of line. And soon enough I'll get there. Get a fuckin new life, I hear it's fanatastic, they say. And then I'll return to you. Back to the fields of the old days. Marry the sweet little you, And have lots of little 'uns. Just like the average man. Just like the average society. But first I need to keep running. Run and run and run. Until I get to there, Become the winner, Become that somebody you wanted me to become, That somebody man. But well, Until then, I'm a nobody really. Just a unknown chap called Jayson. Running my little lowlife. Wait for me.




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